sometimes i feel like that kid who finds the best hiding spot when playing hide-and-go-seek. at first you’re ecstatic because you don’t think anyone will find you (or as quickly as the others hide) but after some time has passed, you begin wanting to be found in hopes that somebody is still looking for you because you’ve been a part of the game.
‘a part’, not ‘apart’—it’s funny how these two have consecutive letters but different meanings, although one has its space—it connects Together as a whole and in a sense doesn’t separate, as the other meaning, (if you will) is Closed, as it leaves out all that isn’t there—an opening.
anyway, what it all shapes into is that i don’t trail off for the sake of being lost. i just want to share such an effort that it takes in finding something great (hidden truth) as equal to the search itself for another seeker who can establish a meeting of our place&time/minds and being to be able to say that WE contributed +[w]o.
don’t give up on me so easily; i don’t give up on you. if you think i or you are lost just remember—WE are Here
keep on keeping on
Starting today. Decided it’d be a good time to do so since I don’t have a phone on me—kinda liberating, I feel so much more focused with what’s going around me.
Anyway, just got back from dinner with my older brother, Emerson. Definitely owe him since he got me this time (thanks Bruh, love you! -raisesglass) Had the greatest salmon burger in my whole entire liiiiife—IIIIIII can’t get over it, the burger literally made love in my hands aaand it was great, rocked my world—now I’m having withdrawals but I’ll be back for mo’—ugh. Damnit, Fuck. More, yes! lol! Fo’real doe
I’ll be posting pictures of them in a bit or so, possibly create a blog specifically for my project :) hope y’all tune in <3lovelove
Downstairs, watching Pagemaster (whaaat!) with my bruh’uh! Lol taking it back, oh the memories
Feels like watching cartoons on a Saturday morning haha
my forever lazyday, “fxckiiiit”
010311: instrumentals/writing/music kind of day
was is a good day.
Past holidays/seasons for months/years haven’t felt right in place but this time around actually feels like itself. Octobers coming undo has been beautifully experienced. Having a slice of pumpkin pound cake added another slap to the face. Amazing, lol I literally jumped with joy, perfectly aligned with time, I feel good and I’m happy.
P.S. what up EP & Esta “Autumn In Sound” get that lol
Currently. I’m bout to get to writing, heard this beat today on my iPod which I haven’t heard in a minute or two that was on the spot so.. you know the drill. Write, record and share, spread love.
iTunes & TextEdit duo. The text is just a special letter shout out<3
sometimes we can be so caught up in extravagant meanings that we’re blinded and take the simplest expressions for granted that we end up questioning ourselves, ‘How the hell did I let that happen/not see it coming?’
I need reminders in life, I’m only human.
Damn I haven’t been bored in the longest time, whatthehayl?! Not fun at all haha shatbatch. Due to the loss of music/writtens—if you will, I’m a bit discourage as of right now. Oh, whyyyyyyy
Anyway, I watched Milk today, James Franco.. m’m damn, still. haha but for real, a good movie, I got chills throughout my body watching, interesting.